Wow. I’m really so just incredibly unhappy lately and there’s nothing I can do about it. It sucks, and every day is the same thing. Shit piled upon shit. No one cares either. My “friends” never notice or say anything. 

Most of the time I just sit and don’t say anything. I listen, I watch, but I don’t talk. No one listens when I talk anyway, so why bother? 

I’m just so tired of having no one care. I’m tired of having to try so hard, and get no results. I’m tired. I’m just so tired.

I don’t even have time to listen to music anymore. The only thing I actually enjoy, and I can’t do it.

I hate this.